Let’s Wake Up! Here Is A Shovel – Start Digging

Good Morning friends. I have had a secret mission for about 2.25 years now. I call it a secret mission because I felt like it was my divine mission but I was afraid of what people would think of me if I actually put the information out there. If I posted it in obscure places, I would be putting it out there but very few people would actually see it; therefor, their judgement would be minimal. Then I started writing posts about getting past the fear of what other people think of us. Soon realized that I was not following my own truths. So, it’s time to get real about things. If you are not interested, please just scroll on by.

I am assuming that most of the people who read this have little knowledge of what is really going on around the world and what the goal of the super elite is. Because getting too much information too quickly will cause people to shut down and quickly retreat to their happy places, I am going to just give a few little breadcrumbs for anyone who is interested to follow. It will be up to you if you want to get your feet wet or not. These breadcrumbs are easily provable and factual so you won’t feel like you are being led down a conspiracy theorist’s rabbit hole. Believe me, the more you learn, the more you will realize how many lies you have been told your whole life. You will start diving into what the “crazy” people have been trying to tell everyone. Who knows, you might want to get your own tin foil hat before too long! LOL!!

I have been following this path for a very long time – way before the illness appeared on the scene. I also knew that we were all being watched through our phones, computers, etc., but I had no idea just how closely we were being watched until the big illness panic hit. Because of my previous research I could see so clearly where the entire setup was leading so I tried to get the message out there on Facebook. The first time I started trying to tell everyone on Facebook that this was all a grand scheme that would lead to the mark of the beast, I was quickly contacted by some military guy on Facebook. It seemed so weird to me that some unknown military dude would randomly reach out to me in such a manner. I looked the guy up and I swear to you, all the blood drained out of my head. I saw pictures of this guy in full uniform in – lets just say – a very high-up situation with some very high-up people around him. I was over the target and I immediately caved to intimidation and said no more about anything on social media. What that tiny little interaction did was to wake me up to the fact that there were some really deep things going on so I started digging. If you would like to see for yourself some of the things going on, here are some places to start.

First, today is Saturday. The weekend is a great time to watch movies with your people. So, pop some popcorn and sit back to watch the movie “Snowden”. This will give you a little glimpse into just exactly how much information is being gathered on you every second of every day. Just a little light entertainment for the weekend.

Next, if you are wondering at all about the supply chain issues, coming gas and food shortages, what is going on with military movement around the globe, check out and subscribe to Monkey Werx US on YouTube. He is a real life special ops military guy who I am assuming is no longer active duty. He has access to all the military plane activity going on worldwide. He also tracks the shipping ports. You are going to be shocked when you see exactly how backed up the cargo ships are at the major ports surrounding China. In his post from yesterday you are also going to learn that there are already several third world countries that are completely out of fuel and have moved to food rationing. Don’t believe me, go see for yourself. He also debunks the fairy tale that since we grow food here in this country food shortages won’t affect us. The fact is, we do grow food here in the US BUT the food containers, cereal boxes, etc. are produced elsewhere and are not going to get here. So, there may be millions of tons of grain grown but no way to get that grain to the people. See how it all works? This guy also ties everything that we are experiencing into the Bible and especially the book of Revelation. This is no joke what is happening.

Finally, here are a couple of little tidbits that might pique your curiosity just a tiny bit. Again, you decide. I’m not here to try to sway you one way or another, I am just giving you some options to look into so that you can come to your own conclusions. Look up a video on the YouTube channel Rich Dad titled Bill Gates Depopulation of 1.05 billion people TED TALKS. This is an actual TED TALKS video of Bill Gates. It is only a couple of minutes long but should get your attention. There are many more things from BG about this exact concept but we will save these for another day. Oh! One more thing, this next week the US and over 100 other countries are meeting to sign a treaty with the World Health Organization – WHO that will sign away every bit of our personal rights and will allow this organization to make ALL decisions on all health situations for all of the countries. It is said that this treaty will supersede the US Constitution. Think about that for just a moment. I still have to do more research on this and many of the people who know more than I do say it will never happen but, at this point, nothing would surprise me.

OK, that’s it from me for today. As Monkey Werx says, stay frosty and keep your powder dry!

Love to all,

Suzy

We Must WAKE UP! What Are We Doing To Ourselves?

Hello friends! I feel so stupid! For the past couple of decades I considered myself “awake”. I thought I had this grand scale knowledge of the evil that is in our world. There have been times when I knew we needed to change our lifestyle, get back to nature, to be self sufficient and live in small communities. I knew there were harmful chemicals in the products we use on a daily basis but, let’s face it, change takes a lot of effort! So many times I fell off the band wagon. Now as we are going through a mass consciousness awakening over the entire planet, every day I see more and more that I didn’t see before. On a whim I looked at the ingredients in the hair spray I use almost everyday. I mean, come on! We live in a hot, humid environment! I can’t possibly have socially acceptable hair if I don’t use hairspray! Oh! There we go! More of the socially acceptable bullshit we have been programmed to believe in. Anyway, the first thing I saw was “Warning: EXTREMELY FLAMMABLE!” You know what else it says? “Misuse by deliberately inhaling the contents can be harmful OR FATAL!!!” OK – so . . . . . . who decided it would be a good idea to spray something all over our heads that has a high risk of bursting into flames? And – who thought it a good idea to spray a potentially deadly product all around our face knowing that breathing it in could cause death? That led me to do a deep dive on the other ingredients in this FDA approved product. Oh, by the way, do you know what else is FDA approved? Cigarettes. Know what else is FDA approved? Alcohol. Let all that sink in for a minute. Sorry – I am having a hard time keeping the mice running in the same direction because this is so disturbing!

Top 6 ingredients in order:

Denatured Alcohol Denatured alcohol (also called methylated spirits, in Australia, Canada, Ireland, New Zealand, South Africa, and the United Kingdom; wood spirit; and denatured rectified spirit) is ethanol that has additives to make it poisonous, bad-tasting, foul-smelling, or nauseating to discourage its recreational consumption. It is sometimes dyed so that it can be identified visually. Pyridine and methanol,[1] each and together, make denatured alcohol poisonous; and denatonium makes it bitter. Wikipedia

Wow! This sounds like another great addition to the product! Now I can explode in flames or be poisoned! Great options!

Hydrofluorocarbon 152A – Hydrofluorocarbons are man-made organic compounds that contain fluorine and hydrogen atoms, and are the most common type of organofluorine compounds. Most are gases at room temperature and pressure. They are frequently used in air conditioning and as refrigerants. Wikipedia

OK – so, exactly why do I need a chemical used for refrigeration in my hair?

Propane – Propane is a three-carbon alkane with the molecular formula C₃H₈. It is a gas at standard temperature and pressure, but compressible to a transportable liquid. A by-product of natural gas processing and petroleum refining, it is commonly used as a fuel in domestic and industrial applications and in low-emissions public transportation.Wikipedia

. . . . a by product of petroleum refining? A highly flammable petroleum product? In my hair spray?

Butane – Butane or n-butane is an alkane with the formula C₄H₁₀. Butane is a gas at room temperature and atmospheric pressure. Butane is a highly flammable, colorless, easily liquefied gas that quickly vaporizes at room temperature. The name butane comes from the root but- and the suffix -ane.Wikipedia

Another highly flammable gas that we are suppose to spray in our hair? What!

Butyl Acrylate – Butyl acrylate is an organic compound with the formula C4H9O2CCH=CH2. A colorless liquid, it is the butyl ester of acrylic acid. It is used commercially on a large scale as a precursor to polybutylacrylate, which is used in paints, sealants, coatings, adhesives, fuel, textiles, plastics, and caulk.Wikipedia

A product used in paints, sealant, coatings, adhesives, fuel, textiles, plastics and caulk – sounds like the perfect thing for hair care!

Octylacrylamide / Acerylates / Butylaminoethyl – Finally! This is what fixes the hair in position and makes it resist water.

That was fun! Now let’s look at the exact directions for use of this highly flammable and potentially deadly product.

“To Use:

  1. Create your style with “this product name”
  2. Shake well. Spray in sections 10-12 inches away from hair.
  3. For stronger hold, layer more spray exactly where you want.
  4. For ultimate fullness, flip hair upside down and spray all over.”

There you have it! Just layer that stuff in there as much as possible! Don’t be shy! Girl, get in there and layer that spray! It’s all good! You will look great all day – if it doesn’t kill you!

This eye opening investigation has reinforced my unwavering belief that everything we are convinced is safe to do through any government agency is done to feed the Main Stream Medical machine. It is all done for profit for Big Pharma and to line the pockets of the puppet masters who control the world population including each and every one of us. These chemicals are not healthy. Many of them cause cancer which is the biggest money maker in all of medicine. For more thoughts on this, please go back through my posts and read “The Sicker The Better”. We are truly nothing but lab rats to them.

This has reinforced my resolve to remove the chemicals from our lives as much as humanly possible. Human life started in a garden where God provided everything – EVERYTHING – we needed to survive and thrive. From now on, my goal is to get back to the garden in all things. Natural medicine, natural hygiene products, natural foods and natural cleaning solutions. Our lives depend on it.

Thank you for being here my friends! I look forward to being with you again in the very near future.

Love to all,

Suzy

We Are Deep In A Spirit-you-al War

Good Morning and welcome back! If you read my last couple of posts, you know that I am doing my best to record events that are taking place in the world today for future generations to read. Many of the concepts and truths I share will not be for everyone – and that’s OK! It’s not meant for everyone. However, there are more and more people on the planet who are looking at world events and seeing that something is just not quite right – that something seems off. If you are at this point, hopefully I can provide some thoughts and facts that will start you on your own journey of self discovery. The rabbit holes are deep and wide so you just need to jump in wherever you want. Some tips for your discovery quest – you will not be able to find what you are looking for if you use the big G as your search engine. Those who are trying to prevent you from seeing what they don’t want you to see work day and night to keep their domains “clean”. This includes YT and all the formerly popular news outlets. We are going to talk about how people learn the things they learn later in this post but for now, here are some suggestions. Start with duckduckgo for searching and rumble for viewing. OK, let’s jump right in.

If you have read the Bible or been told what it says, you should be familiar with the last book where it is foretold of the great battle at the end of days. Most of us thought this would be a great ground battle but in reality it is the great spiritual battle between good and evil. It is true that many humans will be recruited to be used as pawns for those who think that they and their children are too good to be killed, but the true war is and will continue to be fought on a spiritual level.

Right now there is a great unbalance in the world. Evil has infiltrated every single aspect of our lives to the point where we are numb to it. We don’t even recognize the evil for what it is because it is just how we have been programmed to believe the world works. There is a verse in the Bible that warns us against conforming to the ways of the world. Unfortunately, the evil ones of the world have been very very patient in their infiltration. Little be little we have conformed to the ways of the world without even knowing it! Just look at television – which tells lies to your vision. The use of profanity has ever so slowly become main stream, sex has become main stream, violence has become normal, drug use, murder, crime of all types have become main stream. Ever so slowly, “they” have desensitized us to the point where we are able to watch the most horrific things imaginable while calmly eating popcorn and drinking health killing soda! This is wrong! Balance must be restored or the entire house of cards is going to come tumbling down.

Balance is a very important concept in all areas of life. Those of you who are familiar with the Star Wars movies know that balance in the universe is the key to all things. The symbol of Yin and Yang shows that balance is needed in all things. The scales of Justice must be balanced for Justice to prevail. Will we ever be able to defeat evil and banish it from the earth? I don’t believe so. Even the book of Revelation says that the evil one will be cast in the abyss for a 1000 years when it will once again appear on the earth plane. My goal is to make it to those 1000 years of peace before evil rises up again but that remains to be seen. If we are not able to defeat the forces of evil to the point where balance is restored, there may not be a future of any kind for the humans. As much as there is wrong with the Bible, there is also much that is right. I pray everyday that the outcome as foretold in the book of Revelation does in fact play out and good is victorious. Belief that it is true is what keeps me fighting this battle everyday.

So what happened that allowed evil to gain such a huge swing of the pendulum? The answer is we allowed it to happen because we have been distracted and wrapped up in our own little worlds where we have tried desperately to keep up with the Jones, to have all the material things that the television tells us we need, to keep up with the insanity of changing fashion trends, to let our medical system make us sick so they can in turn “heal” us, and on and on and on! We have become fully engulfed by the world which is exactly what we were warned about! Just for a moment, I ask you to completely clear your mind of all preconceived notions about some things. Let’s look at our hygiene routines such as shaving. Who decided that women should remove every single hair from their bodies with the exception of a very fine line of hairs above our eyes and those hairs on our heads? Have you seen pictures of the hairless dogs? They look like freaks! Next let’s look at women’s shoes. Who thought is was a good idea to squeeze our feet into ridiculously narrow and unnaturally pointed shoes and then prop the shoe and thus the wearer up on a four inch spike the width of a pencil? If you clear your mind of all your preconceived ideas, does this concept even make sense? Why would anyone do this? Believe me, I was in the business world for decades and partook of these customs on a daily basis. It has only been in more recent years that it occurred to me that these trends were downright stupid! We look back at ancient Chinese culture where women’s feet were broken and bound the point where they were unable to walk. Why? Because tiny feet were supposedly a sign of upper class or royalty. We look at this as horrible atrocities and abuses against women. If you look at the shape of a woman’s foot in a stiletto heel, is the shape that much removed from traditional foot binding? Is the concept that much different? Next consider the attire of women and men on news stations on the television. Men are wearing long sleeved shirts buttoned all the way up to their throats, suit coats over the long sleeved shirts, long pants that cover every part of the man’s lower body, socks and beautifully crafted, flat souled leather shoes. They are literally covered from head to toe. Then look at what the women are expected to wear. They wear short dresses that usually have short sleeves or are sleeveless that conform to the woman’s body like a glove. Every single inch of their body is showing that is legal to show on air. Then there are those shoes again! Why is it like this? Because we have been programmed that this is what is acceptable! IF you think about this with an open mind, does it seem right to you? But this is what has happened in ALL areas of our lives!

Next let’s look at the family structure. Again we have allowed the balance to be destroyed. There was balance between the husband’s expected roles and the wife’s expected roles. There was balance in the home. Now there is no balance. Both parents go out in the world to work at jobs that rob them of their time and their energy and they turn the raising of the children over to institutions! WHAT!!! How did this happen? Again, we have been programmed that in order to be acceptable, we need to have enormous homes, expensive cars, all the finest toys, all the latest fashion trends, etc. In order to afford all the things the media tells us we need, we all have to work. They have also told us that staying home to raise the children is degrading to women and deprives them of using their own talents. What is the end game? It is the children. The earlier they can get the children into institutional settings, the sooner they can start programming them. If the children are programmed from birth, then all the generations after are preprogrammed as to what society expects of them. The final nail in the coffin? Because we are so busy working our energy draining jobs, we are too tired and too trusting to even look at what our children are being programmed to believe. We are doing the job of the evil ones ourselves to our very own children who will then do it to their children so all the evil ones have to do is keep introducing a little bit more depravity year after year after year. It’s all about what we are programmed to believe. I am absolutely sure the evil ones are laughing their asses off watching women parade around shaved naked in sausage dresses perched up on spikes with a full covering of make up on their faces to make them look “acceptable”. This reminds me so much of the women who lived in the capital in the Hunger Games movies. Have you watched those movies lately? It might be a good idea to see what is coming our way.

Thanks for being here. As depressing as it all looks when you finally decide to look at it, we are told that good wins in the end. We will get there, but to get where we are going, we have to know exactly where we are right now.

Love,

Suzy

What The Hell Just Happened! – Introduction

Greetings fellow wisdom seekers. Welcome to a world gone crazy. The world we are currently living in is absolutely something from a science fiction movie! If there was a movie depicting this current world situation, it would seem so far fetched that no one would even watch it. Insanity has absolutely infiltrated the rational world. The question is, What the Hell Just Happened? This series of blog posts are the foundation for a complete historical account of all the events leading up to where we are today. My goal is 2-fold. The first is to help all the current people in this world who are suddenly starting to join the rest of us in this Great Awakening. The second is to leave a recorded history for future generations to have that explains exactly what happened to us and what the impacts were on humanity. The history books are never going to give an accurate account of this period of time. Future generations need to read it or hear it first hand to understand on a soul level what exactly happened to us and how we were very nearly annihilated as a human race. This must never be allowed to happen again. This document may be destroyed in the future, but there will be copies hidden for safety just like the Dead Sea Scrolls were hidden for centuries to be rediscovered just when the world needed them most.

So, where does my story actually begin in relationship to the current world situation and why do I feel qualified to record current events? My story begins in the backseat of a Buick sedan in the mid 1960’s – a very long time ago. I was about 4 years old when I started having a series of “visitations”. Most often they would happen while I was a passenger in my parent’s gray Buick, my mom behind the wheel. I was always a quiet child who spent 98.5% of my time lost in a world no one else was aware of. When I was 4 years old, I was fascinated with the thought of life and death. I wondered what determined how long a person would live. At this particular point I had decided that the length of our life was determined by how many breaths we took. The number of breaths directly corresponded to the number of items there were in the world – one breath for each item. The concept actually made exceptionally good sense to me as a very young child. As I was contemplating this concept in the backseat of the Buick, I was suddenly shown what I can only describe as a silent film clip in my brain. I was shown the fast expanses of beach with the ocean waves rolling on shore. Then my sight was taken from the whole beach down to look at each individual grain of sand and how the number of sand grains was more than anyone could count. Then I was taken to the leaves of the trees. First I saw all the trees as individual items but then we went in very close to see each and every leaf on each and every tree. Each leaf was an individual item. But it went further. The leaves began to fall as the seasons changed and then miraculously, all new leaves formed in the spring. So now there were so many new leaves that they could never be counted. The clip went on into great details depicting the magnitude of our natural world. The concept of one breath for each thing on earth was quickly dispelled because there was no end to the things in our world.

What this incident taught me was that there is always more lying just below the surface of any situation we encounter. Beyond that, there is always more lying just beyond the next layer that has to be uncovered in order to understand anything is its completeness. It also taught me that all things are regenerated in cycles of time. These concepts have become very important as I have sought to unravel what has happened to humanity over the course of the past block of time.

One of the other visitations I had that is now of utmost importance came to me a few years later. Again, it came to me as a fast moving silent film sequence but this time there were a few worlds mixed in, not necessarily audible words, but more like a telepathic communication of words. I didn’t hear them with my ears, but I heard them in my brain. I don’t know if that makes sense but it doesn’t matter – it is what happened, believe it or not. I was raised in a Christian home. One Sunday I was in Sunday school where we were being taught about the rapture – about how when it came time for the final battle between good and evil, all the God fearing Christians would be gathered up and taken directly to Heaven so that we would be spared the horrors of the final battle. Being the contemplative child that I was, I thought about the story a lot over the next several days. While I was lost in thought the vision came to me of what the final battle would look like. I wasn’t scared about it. I took it all in as matter of fact. Then the words came to me that I would not be in the rapture – that I had a special mission and would be left on earth to help lead the others home. Some years later, the movie “Left Behind” came out and was the concrete evidence of what I had been shown and told. I have always known that this is my calling. It’s not the calling I dreamed of, you know, like curing cancer or something noble like that, but my calling none the less.

For all of my adult life I have been preparing for the coming “big event”. So many people have laughed at me as I prepared my family for the end of the world scenario that came with Y2K. Then I again prepared for the end of the world scenario of the end of the Mayan Calendar in December 2012. Again, nothing – although I now know that there truly was an end of life as we know it event that happened at that time. Between 2012 and 2019 I decided that I was mistaken about my calling, that there was not going to be a big event in my lifetime and my vision was just the creative imagination of a young child. And then it happened! C-19 was the puss filled pimple that started oozing infection on the whole world. C-19 wasn’t the main event, but it was the fuse that started the progression towards the end of life as we know it. We are now drawing so close to the end of the age. We are in the final scenes of the movie that will change the course of humanity for all of time. The fact that I am here to witness it, to help others understand it and to help us get to the other side of the greatest chasm in recorded history is my final destiny. Now it’s time to start unraveling it for more and more of the “normies” to see it and to record actual events for future generations. I pray for guidance and wisdom and discernment as I put this manuscript together.

WHAT WE WILL DIVE DEEPLY INTO ON THIS JOURNEY

There are so many layers to what we are experiencing right now. Right now, the mass of humanity is just like the frog in the frying pan. The frog was placed in the pan, happily not paying any attention to anything that really mattered, just hanging out all non- challant, not a care in the world. Then the burner was turned on real low under the pan. Ever so gradually the pan was heated a little tiny bit more and a little tiny bit more – so slowly that the frog didn’t even notice. Then, at the very end, the heat was cranked up super hot super fast and all the sudden the frog noticed he was in a life or death situation. The only thing that remains to be told is whether or not the frog has the ability to escape the death pan. That is where we are as a human race at this moment. So What The Hell Happened?

  1. When did evil arrive on the planet and in what form?
  2. Who are the “ruling class” and what makes them think they are so special?
  3. What powers have the ruling class used on the rest of mankind to enslave us?
  4. How has religion been a part of the grand scheme?
  5. How has the medical establishment been a part of the grand scheme?
  6. How has the money system been a part of the grand scheme?
  7. How have politicians been part of the grand scheme?
  8. How is blackmail used to control the puppets?
  9. What is the Cabal?
  10. What is the goal of the Cabal?
  11. What happened in 2012 to change everything?
  12. What is the Great Awakening?
  13. What is the Great Convergence?
  14. What is Project Looking Glass?
  15. Who are the Digital Warriors?
  16. What part does the Main Stream Media play in the grand scheme?
  17. Let’s look at bloodlines
  18. Who is helping us?
  19. Who is against us?
  20. What is the solution?
  21. How long do we have?
  22. How does this movie end?

AS we deep dive on each of these topics, we will see what has happened and what has to happen if the human race it to continue on planet Earth

Thanks for being here. This truly is the most amazing time in all of history to be alive.

YES YOU CAN – if you are willing to pay the price!

There are a handful of quotes that have done much to shape my life. This famous quote from Henry Ford is one of them.

“Whether you think you can, or you think you can’t – you’re right”.

I remember the exact moment I first read that quote. I was a newly licensed Realtor looking for a brokerage to place my license. As I was walking towards the office of one of the brokers, I saw this quote on a bulletin board. For the first 10 seconds I thought I had misread it – I didn’t get it. Then the lightbulb went on and in that moment I changed. I started to think differently.

Another quote I heard was “Everyone has their price”. The person who said this to me meant that anyone could be bought if the reward was big enough. Shortly after that I was reading the book “Think and Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill. In the book, the author says that anyone is capable of achieving anything they want IF they were willing to pay the price to get it.

All of the sudden, the key to achieving ones desires became crystal clear. The phrase “I can’t” was instantly debunked. It was replaced with the phrase “I can if I am wiling to do what is necessary to make it come true”. Several years later along comes Steve Jobs. He cemented all of this thought into my all time favorite quote. “The ones who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do”. Think what you want about Steve Jobs, he did more to change the world than anyone else I know. It could be argued that Henry Ford also changed the world in an equal fashion. Isn’t it ironic that both of these men had the same thought process! They were not “yes” men. They were “work with me to achieve great things or get the Hell out of my way” men.

So now we come to today. We are all capable of changing situations we don’t like – we just don’t THINK we can. For instance, at this present moment I am seeing parents from all over the world speaking up about how much they are against their children being masked in school. I chose this topic just because it is all over the news right now – and because I vehemently dislike the public schools system- but that’s just me – lol! I see over and over these angry parents going to school board meetings and yelling and producing evidence about how damaging the masks are but at the end of the day, their children are still going to school every day with a mask on. Yes, there are some parents and some children who are finally finding their back bone and walking out of schools but the number is small. The parents are throwing tantrums about the issue but are they really doing anything to change the situation for their children? Here is the fact. Homeschooling is legal in all 50 US states. I have not researched other countries but I feel strongly that there are always options. When the suggestion is made to the parents to pull their children out of school and homeschooling them, they immediately say they CAN’T. Really? Is it true that they can’t or is it true that they are not willing to pay the price necessary to actually stand up for their belief that masking children is a crime against humanity? Let’s go through a few of the CAN’Ts.

  1. I can’t do that – I work full time. DEBUNKED – do you HAVE to work or do you find your career so fulfilling that you are not wiling to give it up? If you say you HAVE to work, do you or are you not willing to give up the lifestyle you have created for yourself to live on a single income? Are you a single parent? There are still options. Can you work remotely? Can you work from your computer while your child works on theirs right beside you? Is your child old enough to stay home during the day and work on one of the thousands of online programs available? Would you be able to check up on their progress after you get home? Are there other parents who are equally fed up with masking who you could work with to form a co-op for homeschooling? In most cases, if parents want their children to be free of masks, there are ways to make it happen. Yes, the price might be moving to a place with a lower cost of living, or changing jobs or working with other parents to form a workable solution, but the solutions are out there if they are willing to pay the price to free their children.
  2. I can’t do that – I don’t have the credentials to teach. DEBUNKED – are you smart enough to do research on the internet to find one of the thousands of online programs? Do you trust your parenting skills enough to follow your child’s lead and let them direct at least a portion of their curriculum? Can you conquer enough of your fears to know that your children are YOUR children? They don’t belong to the school system. You have the right to teach your children whatever you want them to learn. Do you have an obligation to give them the best education possible? Of course! But if you are truly advocating for your child, you will achieve this goal all on your own without fearing intervention from the school.
  3. I can’t do that – I don’t know what the requirements are for my kids education put forth by the state. DEBUNKED – again, the school system does not own your children! You can make the decisions as to what they learn. If you live in a state that requires periodic mass testing, you can find out what your child will need to learn in order to pass the tests. From being a homeschooling parent to one of our 3 children, I can assure you that the programs out there are fantastic! I can also tell you that by having a more experience based education, your child will learn what they need to learn and will learn it better than sitting quietly and behaving in a classroom.
  4. I can’t do that – my child needs socialization. DEBUNKED! This was my biggest fear but guess what? It was never a problem! There are so many options for sports, clubs and all the activities for children who are homeschooled.

I could go on all day but here is a case in point. Our youngest child just could not handle going to public school. He is incredibly intelligent and knows his own mind enough to know that what they were forcing him to learn was not relevant to his life. He also couldn’t stand how slowly the learning actually took place in the classroom. We finally decided to let him be his own person and pulled him out of public school as he was entering his Freshman year in high school. Of course I questioned myself because we are programmed to think that only school teachers in accredited schools are able to teach children. Once I decided to let go of that programming, we were off to the races. He completed three years of high school using a combination of online programs and experience based learning that we provided. He was able to finish a full day of classes in about 2 hours and then he was free to learn and do what he chose to learn and do. The summer before his senior year we decided to move to a different state. He decided he would go to public school his senior year so he could get his diploma. Long story short, because he had been homeschooled the schools system would not let him start as a senior. Instead, we filed paperwork to let him be tested as an adult to test out of high school. After just 3 years of homeschooling, he was successful and received a full diploma from the State of Florida. He didn’t even need to do his senior year! Then he thought about college. Because he had been home schooled but did have a diploma, he was able to just take placement tests to see what level classes he would need to start with. He passed all the tests with flying colors and was admitted as a full Freshman. After one semester he decided college was not for him. No problem. At 19 years old, he is well on his way to great success in the career path he chose for himself.

It is time we all stopped with the “CAN’T game and learned the we CAN. We have to get rid of the programming we have been subjected to our whole lives and we have to let go of the FEAR that has been instilled in us since birth. Fear cannot rule our lives! We have to be wiling to pay the price that being free of fear will require. It will be worth it in the end.

If you know anyone who needs to believe in themselves, please share this post with them. We all need a little encouragement right now!

Thanks so much for being here!

Love,

Suzy

New Earth is Here!

Over the past nearly two years we have all been through something the world has never seen and hopefully will never see again. So much has been brought to light. Our way of life has changed in a way that prevents it from ever going back to the way it was. During this time, I have gone through every emotion we, as humans, have. There was fear that turned to anger that led to rebellion that become dismissal that finally led me to the place I am now – peace. Love for life and my fellow man is now my battle cry. It has been a hard journey. We have all been shown things we didn’t believe could be real. We have learned things that we can’t forget. Now that we have experienced it all, a new reality is emerging. New Earth is here for those of us who are willing and able to experience it. The old world that was full of control and greed and power-hungry elites trying to keep us prisoners to their system is gone for me. It is no longer in my reality, therefore, it doesn’t exist for me anymore. It is a widely known fact that what we focus on becomes our reality. I am focusing on New Earth that was promised to us thousands and years ago. New Earth, where we are no longer driven by money and monetary pleasures is here. A place where we live in harmony with all beings. A place where we are focused on all of humanity, not just ourselves. We have come to learn that we are all connected to each other and to all living things on the planet. Our thoughts are powerful. We each have a choice each moment of our lives to choose which timeline we make our own. Rising above all the noise and hostility and anger and fear has been the greatest blessing of my life. Now, instead of striving every day to earn more and more money just to survive and just to turn over a large percentage of to the government, I now find solace in my home apothecary. Learning the ancient wisdom of the earth feeds my soul. Sharing my new found knowledge with other seekers brings great joy. I have been forever changed by what we have gone through so instead of hating the evil that resides in Old Earth for their attempts to defeat and control us, I thank them for illuminating the evil which then shed light on the new path. Only by seeing the evil are we able to decide to reject the old ways and move ourselves to a higher dimension.

The apothecary gives me so much peace. Becoming aligned with the energy of the plants of the earth has grounded me in joy. Using the blessings of the earth as God intended connects me to the higher source of divine energy. God gave us everything we needed to care for ourselves but we were robbed of the knowledge by the elites who only wanted to use us as their personal slaves. We lost touch with the earth and came to depend on their false gods of modern medicine and debt ruled banking systems. This was almost our downfall. Now a new horizon comes into view. We realize we have the power and the tools to heal ourselves, both body and soul. Now comes the time to utilize the gifts from God. With each day that passes, I find more ways to use the sacred plants to create perfect health for myself and those I love.

The powerful, healing elderberry, the nerve calming lemon balm and the immune building dandelion root are now my medicine. The vitamin D rich light from the sun, the lung clearing fresh air and the electrical connection of the ground strengthen me every day. No longer will I hide from the sun or keep my feet firmly on the concrete which separates me from the earth. I will revel in the glorious wisdom hidden in the plants and in the earth. I will seek out this wisdom day in and day out. No longer will I allow myself to be dependent on the government to provide for me. We will grow our own food and live off the land, We will be able to pull the clean, fresh water from deep in the ground. We will share our wisdom with all who seek. We are now the New Earth.

Phones Down, Heads Up, Eyes Wide Open

Good Morning friends and future friends! This has come into my soul over the past few days so strongly that I feel I have to record it. Because of what is going on around the world, I have become aware of how vast and deep the control factor is and has been for as long as I have been alive. Because it is something that we were born into and because it has progressively become worse and worse ever so gradually, we have not been able to see it. Now, I have become awake to the system as have millions of other souls here on planet earth. We truly have been slaves for hundreds, probably thousands, of years. Now, looking at every single aspect of our lives, I see clearly how many rules and procedures are in place to make sure we mere humans learn from birth to follow the rules, obey those we see as leaders and accept any and all limitations they put on us without question.

With the push for western medicine that started in 1913, the question of which came first, the chicken or the eggs comes to mind. Let’s just jump in somewhere so we can look at it. Before a child is born, the programming begins. The VAST majority of parents today would never ever consider going through a pregnancy without being lead by the hand by a “doctor”. Most would never ever consider giving birth outside of a hospital. Most would never ever consider raising a child without frequent “well child” checks. Most would never question that they have to produce a record of shots given to their child to go to school. As a result, our children grow up thinking that doctors are gods of some sort that must be listen to and followed without question. So the cycle is established and followed by the masses without question in a never ending assembly line. OMG!!! I gave up western medicine 5 years ago except in the case of life threatening trauma. Natural medicine was in place for tens of thousands of years until those who decided to enslave the people made it their goal to take over the world of medicine. If these self appointed gods can’t make profits from the ills of humanity, they will do everything in their power to eliminate the competition. Natural cures are now even made illegal because they can’t profit from something available from nature.

Beyond medicine, look at all the regulations put in place “for our own protection”. Most neighborhoods have lists of rules about how you can live in your own home. You can’t paint your home any color except those the housing gods have approved. You can’t change anything inside the home without using one of their approved contractors. You can’t park your cars in your own driveway if it doesn’t have their approval. Even though you own your home and pay taxes on the property every year, others are in charge of how you live in that home and what you do with that home. This all done to “protect home values”. Really? Or is it really just another way to program us to follow the rules and be good little pawns.

And then there are all the laws about the products and equipment we use. Every single aspect of our lives are regulated by the gods’ rules. We just blindly follow the rules without question. We are not able to use the baby bed past down to us by our parents for our own children because the bars are not exactly the right distance apart. It is illegal! We are not allowed to transport our children in a vehicle without following the god’s rules as to exactly how we do it. We are not allowed to have cars that are not equipped with the exact equipment the god’s tell us have to be in place. We have to register with the government at the time of birth so that they can issue us a number that we have to have in order to live our lives. We never ever think about not registering new born babies so that they can have the required birth certificate. We blindly sign our kids up with the government so they can have a social security number. Without that number, the child will not be allowed to live his or her own life.

We work at jobs to earn money to survive. Out of every paycheck, the gods collect their payment without us ever questioning it. We give up 1/3 of everything we earn to support the control the gods have over us. If our taxes were truly going to support a government that supported us over all else, it would be one thing but we have no idea where our money is going. We just blindly hand it over every single paycheck. The vast majority of our money is not going to serve we the people. It is going to the pockets of our jailers. They are rich beyond measure while we toil and struggle every day to make sure they are well paid.

Everyone who drives a car has to register that car every year for most. We have to have a license plate with a current registration marker on it or we can be arrested. Why? Why do we have to register our cars? So that the gods can have yet another way of tracking us? To make sure that we update our information with them in yet another way every year? If a police officer pulls up our license plate number, they instantly have all of our personal data at their finger tips. Have you thought about this? If an employer asks for your driver’s license number, they have access to all of our driving records for the past 20 or more years. Is this really any business of a potential employer? Why do we so readily provide all of this data to so many different people. Do you see the pattern of enslavement? When we do get the job, we have to provide our government registration numbers so that again, the government gods can track where we work, how much we work, how much we earn and how much they can take from us. Is this really any business of the government gods?

Now our banking is being tracked like never before. The banking gods have made it so convenient for us to carry little plastic cards with us that are tied directly to our bank accounts. Therefore, every single time we make a purchase, the banking gods and the government gods can track us. They know what we are buying, where we are buying it, how often we are buying it, etc. Is it really any of their business how much bread and milk we buy? Then, if we attempt to make a purchase they find outside our usual habits, they have the power to shut down our ability to make that purchase. Our cards can be locked in half a hot second. They say this is to protect us from fraud and I am sure this is the case to some degree, however, most of the time it is not. So, if our cards are so susceptible to fraud, why don’t they fix the system? Because, as long as they convince us they are looking out for our best interest, they can continue to track our every move. It’s insane!!

Let’s look at the insurance gods, starting with medical insurance. How is it even possible that an insurance company has the right to dictate to us and to our doctors what medical procedures we are allowed to have? For example, a hip replacement surgery will fix hip pain coming from a deteriorating hip joint that naturally comes with wear and tear and age. Hip pain usually starts 5 years before the insurance company will allow you to have a hip replacement surgery. Over the course of that 5 years, doctors will tell you to take more and more pain medication so that you can still participate in life. The pain continues to limit our ability to move about so the person will naturally take a seat on the sofa and turn on the television or computer. For five years, they become more and more sedentary to the point their health has deteriorated on all fronts. Then they will allow you to have the surgery. So, instead of taking a 60 year old, healthy, active person and doing the surgery in the beginning, they choose to take a 65 year old person who has been sitting for 5 years, had gained a lot of weight and has had muscle and general health decrease for the entire time. Which person would have the better surgery result? I think it is clear to see! I personally had this happen to me. The doctor informed me that my pain was from a deteriorating joint but I wouldn’t qualify for surgery until the joint was bone on bone because the insurance company would not approve it. When I asked if there was anything I could do to improve the joint, I was informed that there was nothing that could be done to reverse it and it would continue to get worse over time. Take as much liver and kidney damaging pain relievers as possible to relieve the pain and go sit down for a few years. Then we will talk again. Unbelievable!!

The saddest part of all of this is that we have just allowed it to happen to us without even questioning it. In many cases, we have been thankful that they are watching out for us. I am calling BS on all of it!! It is time to get out of prison and find our souls again.

This is nothing new. If we look back to biblical times, we see one group of people enslaving another group of people so the slaves could do all the work for the ruling gods. Who gave the ruling gods these positions of power? How have the ruling families around the world been in power for so long and who put them there in the first place? Who is controlling this matrix and how do we get out? I have done a lot of research and know some answers, but the ruling gods will not give up the slaves without a fight. We are in the fight right now. What we don’t see is that this is a spiritual war being fought in the spiritual realm. We that are here on the ground don’t realize we are in a war because nothing is getting blown up. The blow up will come and it is coming soon! Let’s pray we win and are set free from this horrible matrix once and for all.

Thanks for being here. Please like, subscribe and share so that we can get the message out to all who are still sleeping. This is the Great Awakening and we are the soldiers in this war.

Love,

Suzy

How Do You See Yourself? How Do Other People See You? Why Do You Care?

Hello my friends! Ahhh – so many questions today! This is not the blog post I had planned for today but one must listen to the calling of inner wisdom, that wee small voice in the back of the mind, that guides us.

So, the first question is “How Do You See Yourself?” If I put out a poll to 1000 people and those people were all 100% honest, the results would be that most people, especially women, see themselves in some sort of negative way. “I’m too fat. I’m too skinny. I’m too tall. I’m too short. I have an ugly nose. I have an ugly body. I’m socially awkward. I’m a nerd that nobody likes. I’m so weird nobody could ever love me. I’m not smart enough to ever be successful.” And on and on and on! Why? Why do we do this to ourselves? Believe me, I have done it to myself my whole life. I always saw myself as an awkward, oddball, misfit who somehow didn’t deserve to be successful in life even though I owned my own business that was hugely successful. No matter how successful the business became, I always thought it wasn’t good enough which translated to I wasn’t good enough. Oh, I put up the good front. I acted self confident and happy about things but inside was a different story. I felt like I had this beautiful, creative, joyful soul deep inside me that had been beaten into submission through the life experiences we all go through. You know, the failed tests, the undone homework, the failed relationships, the lost jobs, the cruel comments from others, the embarrassing mistakes that make you want to die, the financial failures, etc. These are the things we fixate on our whole lives instead of focusing on all the successes we have had in life. We forget about the awards we won, the people we helped, the children we shaped, the unbelievable hardships we overcame. Believe me, I understand!

But then something miraculous happened. One of the two or three people in the world who knows me all the way to my soul gave me a birthday card. On the front of the card was a picture of the most adorable, joyful, little girl I had ever seen. Then my friend said to me, “that picture is SO YOU!” My friend of 45 years who has seen me through the good, the bad and the ugly, didn’t see the weird, broken, misfit me that I saw. In her eyes, I was this joyful child on the card! At that instant, something deep inside me shifted. She didn’t see the failed human me, she saw my soul. My soul awakened and felt safe to come to the surface. Then I had to ask myself a question. If she saw me in this way, was it possible that others in my life saw me differently than I saw myself? After a lifetime of assuming others saw me as the awkward, oddball, misfit, was it possible that others actually saw my good qualities? I started to believe it might be possible! What a great feeling! Could this also be true for you? Is it possible that those close to you have never ever seen you as the failed and flawed being you see yourself to be? Could it be that they see you for who you really are – a divinely created soul? I absolutely believe this is true for you! I absolutely believe that the “you” you see and the “you” they see are two entirely different versions of yourself. They see you for all your goodness and kindness and pure love. How wonderful would it be if you were able to see yourself through their eyes? Maybe its time to try!

All of this brings us to the final question: Why do you care how other people see you? Because the truth could set you free! How many years have you assumed that everyone around you sees you exactly as you see yourself? How life changing would it be if you came to believe that all those around you actually see you for who you really are under the damaged outer layer? What if those around you never judged you for the test you failed that they didn’t even know about or that time you fell down in public and everyone laughed? What if they forgot that ever happened or what if they did remember it happened but they also remembered the way you laughed together as they helped you to your feet? What if all the things you have been beating yourself up about for decades never even made it to the memory banks of those who love you? What if they remembered the time you stopped the car and ran to move a turtle out of the path of traffic? What if they remembered how you stood up for the child who was being bullied in school? What if they remembered the time you sat with them all night after a painful breakup? Why do you care? Because maybe they can see the real you and knowing that could change everything!

My challenge to you is to ask those closest to you what memory about you stands out most in their minds. Ask those close to you what qualities they see in you. Ask them how they see you. It might just change your world!

Thank you so much for being here!!! I look forward to being with you again in a couple of days.

Love and Light!

Suzy

Sometimes You Just Have To Let That $hit Go!

Oooooo! Such a good card today!! Welcome back faithful friends! Today is day 9 of 78 as we work our way through the Tarot deck. For those who find the Tarot a bit of a conflict with your religious training, rest assured, I am using them for inspiration and always tie them back to lessons from God ! If you have ever received a message from the Divine through something someone said or through a song or even a billboard along the highway, you know God uses whatever he needs to use in order to speak to us.

The card that presented itself today is the Four of Pentacles. It shows a successful merchant with a satisfied smile on his face proudly holding all four golden shields in his arms close to his heart. A clear, starlit sky behind him gives us the feeling that all is well with the merchant. His robe is deep purple trimmed in gold, yet another indication that he has done very well for himself financially. His posture is straight and tall but not overly proud. This man is feeling very secure in his position. Isn’t this what all of us want out of life? Don’t we want that feeling of safety and security in our financial life? For me, this has always been my primary goal; however, I now see a problem could be waiting ahead.

Just imagine what decision this merchant would be face with if God put a new and wonderful opportunity in front of him. What if he were handed the reigns of a beautiful horse that would take the merchant to distant, enchanted lands? Or what if a beautiful maiden whom he had been admiring from afar came to him and offered him her hand so that they could walk together on the moonlit beach? In order to take the reigns of the horse or the hand of his true love, he would be forced to let go of his tight grasp on the shields causing them to fall to the ground.

Does our desire for wealth and financial security sometimes lead us to cling too tightly to our material wealth at the expense of giving up new adventures and possibilities? There is a very well known parable in the Bible that come to mind. It is the story of the rich man who wants so much to keep all his rich harvest for himself instead of sharing with his brother. When his harvest was too much for his barns to hold, when he had more than enough for himself, instead of giving to others, he tore down his barns and built bigger ones. The day the bigger barns were completed and his harvest safely secured, the man died. What good did it do for the rich man to hoard all his earthly wealth?

We must be responsible and put back enough so that we can support ourselves when we reach the time we are unable or unwilling to work any longer. The question is this: How much is enough? At this very moment I know of a couple facing this decision. Path one is years and years more of work doing a job that stressful and unfulfilling but at the end of those years the payoff will be huge. Path two is to get out early and live a fantasy life aboard a sailing vessel for ten years dropping anchor at whatever exotic location they choose. The payoff for path two is not as rich, but it is enough to live their dream life as long as they live a bit more frugally! Staying on path one and working another 10-15 years will put them at an age where taking off on a boat will not be as feasible. So, do they give up the security of greater wealth later in life or do they give up the dream life? This is the dilemma.

This is where our faith is called into focus. Do we put our faith in our ability to accumulate material wealth or do we put our faith in God and trust that he will provide the opportunities we need to make money when we really need it? What is more important? Do we take a leap of faith and live a dream life or do we stick to the drudgery of working until we die? The choice is always ours to make.

Looking back at our lives, Kevin and I made the decision to let go of the security and take a leap of faith to live our best lives. We have never been rich financially and never will be, but we have always had enough and we always will. If I compare sitting on a secluded beach with great friends to sitting in an office pouring over financial spreadsheets, I know that letting go of the security was the best decision we ever made!

What grand adventure would you love to have? How much is enough to make that dream come true? When old age comes and options for the grand adventure are gone, will you be happy with the choices you made? The answers will be different for everyone. I would LOVE to hear what your grand adventure is! What would you love to do more than anything else in life? Please share!

Thanks again for being here!

Love

Suzy

The Strength Of The Human Heart

Welcome back! Today is day 8 of 78 as we traverse the Tarot deck. The card I drew for today is the Three of Swords. It is a very powerful card to look at. We see a human heart in the center of the card being pierced by three swords. On the front of the heart is a large emblem of the sun. In the background we see stormy skies in the lower half of the card but we see the skies clearing in the top half of the card. So what does it all mean?

The number 3 in numerology is the most joyful number to me. It is a powerful number in many religions and is part of the ratio that makes up sacred geometry. The entire universe works around the number 3 and numbers evenly divisible by 3. The fact that it is a joyful number is important when we analyze this card.

By the time any human reaches adulthood, it is inevitable that his or her heart has been attacked, hurt or even broken – sometimes multiple times. This card indicates that there could be another such attack coming up or that has recently happened. It can also indicated a painful separation of some sort such as someone being called away for a length of time due to work or school. It can also indicate a divorce or death.

The positive side of this card comes through when we see that despite the swords going through the heart, the heart has the emblem of the sun on the front. This means that the sun will shine on the situation again – that the human heart is strong enough to get through the present difficulties. This is further shown by the clearing skies overhead. Whatever the storm was, is, or will be is below the heart. The heart will rise above it and the skies above will clear once again.

Let’s face it, life on planet earth is hard! So many times we are left crushed and sobbing on the ground. Believe it or not, going through the hard times is part of the purpose of our lives here on Earth. It’s when we are knocked to our lowest that God can raise us to our highest. We are reminded of this truth in the Bible in Ecclesiastes 3-1:8. This is such a widely known verse telling us there is a time for everything under Heaven. This just shows us that there is a time for all the painful situations, but there is also a time for renewal and healing. We have all gone through things that make our hearts physically hurt. We feel like there is no way to recover from the pain, that life will never be the same again. Part of that is sometimes true. Often when something exceptionally painful happens such as the death of a spouse, we may get to a point in the future when we will feel joy again, but our lives will never return to the way they were in the past.

Sometimes never being the same again is a good thing! If life gets stagnant or too comfortable, we can rest assured we will be shocked out of our comfort zones. Sometimes these shocks are swords through our hearts. Sometimes it takes something extremely powerful and painful to get us to move to the next level. If we are able to grow from our heartbreaks and learn lessons, we can look back at the pain as a blessing in disguise. If we allow the pain to drag us down to a place we never rise up from, we fail to grow and progress in our spiritual walk.

The path forward is never a straight line. There are ups and downs all along the way. If we are going to reach our ultimate destination which, to me, is raising to higher spiritual levels, we have to go through the good and the bad. Without the bad, how can we be grateful for the good? We can’t. We can’t understand darkness without understanding light. We can’t understand happy if we don’t understand sad. In this life of duality, it is the opposites that give each other meaning. The same is true of heartbreak. When we can contrast how horrible the heartache felt to how exhilarating the joy felt, the joy feels so much more delicious. When we finally get to the higher ground and can look back at the hole we were in, we can feel so proud of the progress we made! Yes, it sucked being in the hole, but how amazing is the joy that came from rising above the hole – from being IN the hole to becoming WHOLE. What a journey!

No matter how many swords your heart has endured, don’t ever give up! “This too shall pass” is one of the most valuable pieces of wisdom we can ever learn. If you are in a hole, you look up at that blue sky overhead and figure out a way to get back to the sunshine! You are strong enough to withstand the storm and God will always be there to pick you up when you ask him.

Thanks so much for being here! I look forward to being with you again tomorrow as we pick a new card to investigate.

Love

Suzy